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hello there!

I haven’t blogged in a long long time man. Haha.

Guess what? My cat, Kiki, littered! Gave birth! I was so excited. But before that i was grumbling about how Kiki HAD to get pregnant cos it was so leceh, and summore i didn’t like the look of her boyfriend! SO UGLY you know. ugly and mean looking. I dunno how a pretty cat like Kiki could’ve “fallen” into the lure of the ugly cat. But yeah, because of that i regretted that Kiki got pregnant. But then I have fallen in love with the little kittens! =)

They were born day before yesterday night, 13 November. I came back from work in the evening and Kiki was meowing so so loudly, until I freaked out, but i knew Kiki was gonna give birth, and that REALLY freaked me out! So i started my distress calls to my cat expert-friends =) Sue, Edel, Aple. Hehe. And they all told me, let nature take its course =) so i did. went to church and came back, and then my dad tells me, “Baby, Kiki gave birth already la.” I was like really?!? And i dashed into the back room where Kiki was, and oh my God.. i saw them all. SO adorable =D One light brown, one full black, one grey+light brown, one grey+white. But they’re all cute little furballs. I’m definitely keeping the full brown and full black kittens =) but not till they’re all about 3 months old la. Any one want kittens?? 2 for sale/leasing. Hehe. =p

I’ve been sitting at night and watching the cat and kittens. SO nice la. Yesterday night, when i was watching them, the kittens were all hugging each other. SO cute. then occasionally they’ll yawn. Hehe.
I took pictures of them! =)

Well, that’s about my cat.

A lot of things have happened lately la. I can’t even remember them and lazy to write them all. Haha. I’m working now, for my so-called internship. In my uncle’s office. =)

Caroling practices have started. I got two carolings to go for man. One is a commercial one, one is college one. I can’t wait to get some new clothes! Actually, can’t wait to get my pay at the end of the month. So many things to do with that money! And i’m also waiting to bake cookies. Must bake some this weekend la.

Christmas is coming up. So is my birthday! Can you imagine, most of everyone has turned 21. I already felt 21, but always claimed i was 20, cos i am =) so yeah, my birthday will just be another birthday! Age is just a number la anyway. Haha.

Hmmm… hmmm.

What else? Well, i’ll write again if i feel like writing. probably in a year’s time. haha. tata!

"how’s life?" "life’s ok, lotta things to do in a little time".

that’s my famous line these days, when someone asks me how’s life, or somethin like that. right now, i’m having my dinner, sittin next to the laptop. came back about an hour ago, still haven’t settled down. today was the first time i was in coll until like 7.45pm. never before! we had catholic student’s society meeting. CSS was a good turnout today. satisfying =) except maybe the praise & worship was cut short =( but it’s ok, next time it’ll be better. our core team’s going up to genting this saturday n sunday to have our planning camp. a weekend getaway plus work =) hehe. good la. haven’t been to genting in ages. *pedasnya*

i have so much work to do. 2 assignments to finish up, a reaction paper, study for 1 test, plan out my duties for the planning camp. boy oh boy. and also study for finals. boohooohooo. sheeesh.

anyway, last sunday, i went to give kuby, subba and sabby their BELATED bday presents. they loved it!! =) kuby is still so in love with it, and her family and all. hehe and she keeps thanking stan and i for it =) you’re welcome kuby! glad you love it! i love it too, especially the color. suits you! so sayang right, nice fluffy pillow =) i’m bragging about it. hehee look at me. lol. sabby also, when i went to give her, she was like omg, so sweet, etc and she also like it =) yay! glad you three liked it. yes, you three got the same thing, but it’s different too. =) hehe.

stanley’s in kelantan now!!! he was in perlis yday, today in kelantan, sunday in perak. one week i don’t see his face. but nolah,  i’m not sad or what. can survive =) been through it before, but not 1 week of course. hehe. poor fella have to sit for long hours in the bus. hehe. now also dunno where la he. well, that’s a whole one week of no-stanley-around. *yay! he just called me! =D*

i dunno what else to write la. semester’s gonna end. the girls all planning to go langkawi.i’m still in the process of whether to go or not. hmmm. then youth trip to tekam. we all planning so hard for the trip and some people will just spoil it. ish. hope that works too! hmmm.

anyway, i’m off to bather and do my work. tata. 

it’s 2 am right now, and i just finished one part of my long assignment. i have another 2 parts to go, hopefully will be able to finish it in the next 2/3 days. got another assignment too!

last weekend was great. my weekend nights is my night life - probably the only interesting life. otherwise, it’s 4 days of coll + 1 day of total nothing. haha. in my dreams lah.

it was edel’s and yogee’s 21st birthday parties. back to back. del on 20th and yogee on 21st july. but that’s not their birthdates. hehe. edel’s party was like a promnight! it was like wowed. with everyone dressed up and i was so underdressed. that’s what you get when your wardrobe hasn’t been upgraded in ages. =p it was really nice, the food was great, the slideshow was awesome. edel’s very lucky to have shamir =) he’s part of the family now! haha. so cute!! all of us were there, and it was great. we even made up our own poem for edel, since her nephew, niece and mom all said poems. so for the heck of it, we created one. Kuby! i hope you can post it up on your blog! =D after that, sabby, steph, yogee me and my sis went to the mamak. for a while la, but we were laughin like jackasses la.it was fun too. hehe.

and the next night was yogee’s party. grand affair! she had a small tiny tiara on her head. hehe. but she looked really nice =) and all of us were required to wear indian clothes, and so we did, EXCEPT sabby, who claimed she’d look like a porn star. lol. i looked so blue. hehe. while taking pics with singyun kenny and pedram, i was so sesat, cos i was in blue. so striking summore. hehe. stan was there too. and when stan and shaun got together, they GAVE ME HELL. seriously. they had a durian fest. how gross!!! i hate durians and the smell of it. i really couldn’t stand it at all. and they started la about how they’re gonna build a durian hse for me like taj mahal, and bring durians for my bday, and make durian perfume and this and that. haiyoh, it was insanity to the max. they made me become so violent, physically and verbally! if it was anything else i could’ve tolerated. NOT DURIANS. sheesh. well, it was all fun anyway. =) we only left at 1 something i guess or 2 ish. i dunno, not sure also. hehe. and i only got back at 3 am. haha. late night out, 2 nights in a row! =D thanks to del and yogee. hoohoo.

today we had the longest ever youth meeting in the history of fatima church. lol. it was for 3 hours! can you believe it?? lucky it was in KFC, along with lunch. we were planning our youth trip. to tekam hopefully!! i’m so excited, if it’s gonna be there. it’s so affordable summore. and it’ll be a whole lot of fun =) i hope we can actually carry it out.extensive planning all we did, even for fund-raisers. it’s suppose to be for the end of august. one month to go. a lot to do!

this whole week i’m gonna be so tied down man. meetings, classes, work, tests, assignments. wow. busy busy week. hmmm. hope i can manage it all.

anyway, i’m kinda sleepy. can’t think of better things to write right now. making so many errors in typing also. and seeing double. hahaha. lol. yogee got RM3700 for her bday la!! now i wish my bday will come sooner!! =D hehehe.

anyway, bubbyee!

hello hello hello

the point of my blogging today is totally pointless. i have absolutely nothing sensible to blog about, but since i haven’t blogged in quite a while, and my motivation to do my work hasn’t kicked in yet, i shall write here =) much to my delight. ha ha ha

i’m sick, and it’s making me talk rubbish. been sick since friday. wow! i hardly fall sick in a span of one year. and when i do fall sick, it’s very bad la. but, the funny thing is, i only fall sick when i ASK for it. like 2 weeks back, i was wishing that i’d fall sick (what a wish to make right). and then 2 weeks later,i AM sick. hahah. well, the other time i fall sick is when i proudly tell off that i hardly fall sick. well now it can’t harm me, cos i already am harmed. lol. i’ve been advised to take panadol soluble by my doctor ("dr. stanley") and sweat it out. Dr.stanley also gave me other medication.some cough medicine which apparently is very strong and he said that it’ll make me drowsy. but i think that happens to him. i discovered that my body’s quite resistant to it, so i didn’t feel the drowsiness or all those things he said i’d feel. panadol soluble tastes so HORRIBLE!! yuck! well, you can’t complain too much when you’re sick right, and especially when you ASKED to get sick. life goes on!

yday, my lecturer asked to note down things/events that make you stressed out and the effects of it. and as i was listing them down, i realised that my stress factors totally have no connection with my studies. rather, it’s mainly cos of the little things that make me become worked up that happen at home or between ppl. but nothing to do with studies. which is good probably. everyone has stresses in their lives. hmmm.

i have a new toothbrush =) and i have been visiting the loo too many times in a day and that’s very rare of me to do. drinking lots of water la. hahaha

got 2 bday parties to go for this weekend =) good la. i felt like i missed a weekend when i was sick and in bed almost the whole of last weekend. my policy is 5 weekdays = all for coll. 2 weekend days = playtime!! not literally though =)

studying lifespan in class is making me think of many things. i’m wondering, how on earth am i gonna survive when i am sooo fussy about food, i can’t be separated from chocs, i hate vege, i only eat 4 types of fruits and 3 types of vege, and i hardly exercise (though i make up for 20mins of walking everyday, SOMEHOW) and i’m so unfit. my lifestyle and eating patterns are totally not good. and my sleeping patterns change every now and then. would i live till 70, 80 yrs?? hehe. my life expectancy is suppose to be 80. i can only hope =)

the semester is gonna end soon. i have 2 assignments to finish by the end of the month. last min work, is VERY good. how time flies. at first we were all so complacent about coll right until we sat for midterm exams and then it hit us, wow, it’s actually half a term gone. whooaaa. i’m so lame.

oh, how i wish i had a money plant growing in my garden. =) like with 10 and 50 dollar bills hanging from every branch. but you know, even if i had that kinda money, what would i do with it? i’ve never spent lavishly on myself. take a look at my phone, my wardrobe. my phone is still the ancient phone and my clothes are years old. and i have one pair of slippers that i wear all the time. and yeah, basically, i have simple stuff. which is good. the simple life is the best. =) and then comes to when you wanna go out or go somewhere out of town, or get gifts for friends and all these things. and then you have to stinge. hmmm. where am i heading to?

let me tell you. sometimes, i feel it is most unfortunate being an indian girl. well for that part i have to admit it la. hehe. why? cos when you walk by the roadside at ANY time of the day, you get catcalls, ratcalls and you name it lah. from who? the indian guys. the indian idiots, uncivilised, low-thinking people. how judgmental i am, but it’s true. well each race probably gets it also, but indian guys do it to every girl regardless of race. why? and they start as early as 7 am! in my case la. why do i bother? i don’t actually, i just ignore. but i had a pretty scary experience before back in F4 or F5, while waiting at the bus stop to get home, and this bunch of indian morons were standing nearby. the bus stop was full of ppl, and they had the cheek to do what they did. one of the indian guys walked up to me and starting circling around me abt 2 or 3 times. and then went back to his gang. i didn’t understand what they said, much to my disadvantage, and advantage as well, cos i don’t think i wanna know it anyway. yeah, that was scary. and recently, just last week, at the bus stop, this whole bunch of indian guys were behind me at the mamak stall. and then 2 of them walked past, but close by to where i was. that was on one day. the next time, the 2 same guys sat on either side of me, suddenly out of nowhere. and then got up and went off. the 3rd time, on another day, the 2 same ppl sat on my right and then was gonna strike a conversation with me, looking at my file and books la. and i was alone at the bus stop. how sad is that. that’s a stressing event. and it’s gonna happen every Monday and Wednesday unless i change bus stop. and i did. but i saw them there while in the bus. these guys are SO sickening. tell me not to be biased against them, but i can’t!! i just hate these kind of people. =( it makes me worked up and scared!

ok, enough of story-telling. time to get the laptop charged and do my work. tata!

yeah, since i’m not just talking about one thing, i can’t put a title to my blog. haha.

i’m so sleepy, but i gotta stay up to wait for my presentation partner to send his stuff. my eyes have been "tear-ing" since yesterday, and i dunno why! yday, i went for breakfast with the girls. it was fun!! my gosh, at one point, i was just laughing non-stop, i couldn’t even stop to tell the reason why i was laughing so hard, until i had to use up 3 or 4 tissues to wipe my tears man. hehehe. it was cos of revathi la. she’s just so blur, and she doesnt even know what she says!!! she told me, to come to puchong, FROM puchong, can you believe it? i mean, i stay in puchong, and she told me to come to puchong as if i stayed in PJ. well i think only i got the silliness there. hehe if there’s such a word as SILLINESS. she’s so funny. and hysterical. heheh. aiyoh, we didn’t exactly fight the usual fight whenever we meet each other. and who brought this up.. ash, she told revathi about the time in penang when revathi was sooo sleepy and she wanted to go to bed. but i told revathi don’t go, we haven’t finished "the revathi show". and she just burst out laughing and fell on the floor!!! it was sooooooooooo hilarious, oh my gosh. there were like 10 of us in that room and she did that at the door on the way out. it was so so funny. revathi revathi. it was called "the revathi show" cos i was cari-pasal-ing with her before that la, and she was so sleepy, so dunno what she saying, so all the more i kacau. hehe. i tell you, the things ppl do ah.. hehehe. those were the days!

i have a presentation tmw and i’m still up. suppose to wake up real early to go to coll myself.. muahahah =(

there’s loads of things coming up this month la..parties, dinners, hangouts, movies, bla bla and bla. wow. a packed month. hehe. oh my, wow, it’s already July. how times has flown man.

erm, i had a rather long conversation with stan the man. about clubbing. hmm. it was fruitful to talk it out, but i had the overall disappointed feeling la. but i’m glad i said whatever i had to say. and glad that he said what he wanted to say too. but i still think it will forever be quite a difficult topic to totally agree on in every way. sigh sigh. clubbing right, of ALL topics. lol.

i heard about the big hoo haa cheating case at the PJ district games (or whatever it’s called). heard stan’s version only la, but bottom line, they just got fooled anyway. that’s kinda sad. for a CHURCH tournament, people can behave uncivilised. how people can be unfair also. and then people who don’t know what they’re talking about, or know peanuts about the situation, jump in and speakout, which shouldn’t happen. well, it has always happened this way in church events. POLITICS, they call it. i have seen it one too many times. in sports events, family days, youth ministry, BEC, music ministry.. they all play by politics. you can say, well I can say, a lot of people aren’t sincere in what they do. manipulating and everything else along that line. it’s rather pathetic. and the word "hypocrisy" hangs in the air. ok, now im crapping.

guess what? it’s 3.20 am. hehe.

earlier, i had dinner in stan’s house. first time la, i mean, apart from Easter. sherene was there too =) and just chatting and all la. then his mom came back and asked us to have dinner. hehe. how nice.

yogee! i really like the Kirk Franklin song =) =)

i’m so disorganized in writing. hehe, jump from one thing to another that doesn’t relate. Lol. maybe cos i just need to get to bed now.

i shall write at another time lah. happy reading my sad, old, boring, pathetic, complaining, full-of-crap blog. =)

guess what? i am bored. it’s 11.47 pm and i’m here. it’s my last day of coll for the week (cos i dont have class on fridays) and i’m sitting at home. how sad is that la seriously?

i need to spice up my life la. the only other fun thing that happened recently was when i went out for dinner with Pedram last saturday, where we laughed and laughed and laughed. and cos i was so tired i mumbled rubbish, and he was partially deaf, so you know la, put a mumbler and a deaf person together.. voila, you get such gibberish. hehe =) and the next interesting that’s gonna happen is sab’s party! =) can’t wait for that. hoohoo. nothing else happens lah. i go to coll, come back, do my research, assignments, bla bla. even tv’s getting a lil boring to me. and i can’t even go out, cos of the problem of common timing. i feel like a nerd. eeeeesh. but i’m totally not one!!

well, stan’s busy clubbing right now, and he has been the past 3 weeks. can you believe it? and according to him he thought of bringing me along. hahaha. bad idea. i forgot what clubbing is already. that’s how long ago i went clubbing. i was watching “so you think you can dance” just now on 8TV, and they have it in Ruums KL. i’ve been there. went with Aple and gang and Sue and gang. by far, that was the most happening clubbing i’ve been for =) it was really fun. and when was that? in february. hmmm… well, not that i club club, but i just dance, that’s all. oh ya, i can go clubbing again on 5 July, if i decide to go with sue and gang =)

today, i got home soaking wet to my bones. seriously, you know how heavy the rain was? it was like a storm! i stepped out of the bus and within seconds i was totally wet. lucky i asked my mom to pick me up from the bus stop. but it didn’t really make a difference anyway. and then i realised, how often do i actually get or let myself get wet like that? hardly! so at first i was like HAIYOH, and then i was like hooray, i’m wet. =) rain wet, that is. for you little dirty minds out there. MSN is so boring now, where is everyone?!?

last week, i got left behind twice. literally left behind =) hehe. it’s funny though, let me tell you. on saturday, i went with stan to watch my sister perform in sunway pyramid. and then later on, we were waiting for the lift to go up. so i was waiting, and looking at the new so-called map they had beside the door of the lift. stan was next to me. and then i dunno what made me turn, but i turned and found him missing. and i stepped up and saw him standing IN the lift, and i was OUTSIDE. the lift was full, and he saw me. then he motioned for the girl to open the door, but according to him, she was blur. so there it was, i stood in front of the door, smiling in helplessness as the doors closed on me. hahaha.. and so i just waited for the next lift, but i wasn’t even exactly sure where he went. so i took a guess and ended up in the right level. he was standing outside the door. gosh, i really didn’t know what to say. to laugh or to get mad. in the end, i just brushed it off lah, and of course, he didn’t escape without getting some ticking off for always and i mean ALWAYS leaving me behind. walking ahead of me and then turning around wondering where i am, when he can slow down! or when i can speed up, but why should i speed up when it’s a leisurely walk? hmmmmmmm…

well anyway, the 2nd time i got left behind was… in coll. that was on monday. well, i told sab i’d be staying back cos i had to do research. and her class ends at 6. so it was 6.15, and i msged her asking if she was done, then she calls and says “B!!!!! i’m so so so so sorry, the van came and we just jumped in…” and i said “oh, you left coll already?” and she was like yeah. and i was just laughing. i found it funny, cos i dunno, it was just funny. and she was saying sorry like so many times when she msged, and said how terrible she felt and all.. and i was just like chill, it’s ok. hehe. she’s so cute. so in the end, she and yogee were so sweet.. they waited for me at the KTM station. =)

oh sigh, i gtg now, my sister wants to use the laptop.. will write again when i can.

i managed to pull off my aerobics stint for Family Day! so happy =)

well, i was asked to do it like many weeks ago, but somehow, i just didn’t get to starting on it right til the week before the Family Day! can you imagine, i was like in dead hot soup if i didn’t think of something fast.

so, when i finally started to THINK of a song, i browsed through my sister’s list of songs in her laptop. looking for the perfect song to match aerobics with isn’t easy at all. and at that time, i seriously regretted not starting off earlier. that was Tuesday afternoon like that, and my first practice was on Tuesday night, the same day. i only called for practice on Sunday! look at me, so inefficient. ish!

so i browsed through, and found like 3 or 4 songs, shortlisted from a LONG list. that took some time too. and then, i found my #1 song, perfect to start it off, “Step Up-Cheetah Girls”. well, it’s like a Disney originated band, but still it was a real good song to begin with! and so i had to visualise the steps, which i also managed to do =) and then i got my #2 song “Emotions-Mariah Carey”. hehe.. well, i couldn’t think of my 3rd song yet. actually, i didn’t even know how many songs i was gonna do! but i know that aerobics was suppose to last 10mins +/- so i didn’t worry about that yet..

and so i got the practice going. i was kinda disappointed, was expecting more ppl, but that’s ok, at least 6 ppl came for the first practice. i practice with them and everything la. can you believe it, i came up with steps on the spot =) i mean, i played the song and ran thru my mind some possible steps. it was simple la, but they all enjoyed it. it was actually fun!

and then my 2nd practice came, and i repeated what i did on Tuesday with a few more new ppl. and that was that. it was cool =) but not cool too, cos i have yet to find 2/3 more songs to lengthen the time and to end it also.. then, i did find my 3rd song, “Gettin’ Jiggy With It-Will Smith”. i guess they all liked this song and its steps, cos even when i asked them if they wanted a break, they said no!! they still wanted to practice and get it right. that’s totally encouraging =) and well, i found my 4th and 5th (final song) on Friday [Family Day was on Saturday!]. “Wild Wild West-Will Smith” and “I Like to Move It-Madagascar OST”. wow, i was pretty delighted that i picked a perfect combination of songs. but eventually, i ran out of steps, and i was so tired already.. it was 10mins to the end of practice on Friday, and i managed to finish the whole thing eventually. wooohoo!! the guys and girls were all excited too! so was i. hehe.

then, at night i was out la, and came back pretty late, at like 2 something am. and i was suppose to burn the CDs and piece the songs together, with my bro’s hellp, but he was asleep before me! and i was like, shit, i have to get up early and do it. but i burned the CDs first, choosing songs for the sound machine [which eventually never got used, eeesh] that took some time and by the time i finished it was like 4am..and also at the same time i was up la, sorta awaiting updates from stan, cos his bro was in the hospital, and had some bad gastric problem or somethin..so just wanted to be there for stan, if not in person =) cos poor fella, was like on his feet the whole day, and then plus the hospital incident, the waiting and everything, he didn’t even get rest and all.. and i had to wake up at 6am to get my bro to edit the songs. i got up, but i pitied my poor bro, so i woke him up later a bit at 7am. the event was to start at 8.30 am! so i got him up and then i freaked out. the samplitude program used to edit the songs wasn’t installed in my dad’s laptop!!

i was soo freaked out, so i searched for the CD, found it, but it was another version of it! i panicked again, and went in search again, and found the proper one. installed it and everything was ok. then when recording the songs, it came out with bad noise, i was really unhappy about it, so i told my bro just re-record the whole thing.. it was 8am. i panicked, running out of time. and then he did it, and while he took his bath i was cutting and editing the songs, and pieced it together, didn’t matter if it was perfect or not i just needed to get it done. and i did it, and then told my bro to convert it to the .WAV file.. and then disaster again, the thing was missing. OMG, you couldn’t imagine what a silent-panic case i was.. my dad came to the rescue, he was fretting cos i was doing a last-min job, and i woke him up out of sleep..but i just swallowed everything and ignored it and prayed and hoped he’d make it work. and he did. i was thrilled. cos it worked! and so everything was done, burned the CD and all, and it was 8.45am. i rushed my mom and bro, and sped to church in 7mins. drove like dunno what, but safe la. heheh. and i told my mom to park, i dragged my bro and we ran all the way from the entrance to the other end of DBKL field. and the MC announced at that time for the aerobics ppl to come. and then i just assembled everyone together and got into place and started off aerobics.

we all enjoyed doing it. i think those who were following along also enjoyed it. Fr Clarence also was doing!! =) but the MC just forgot to tell everyone to stand and join us. sigh, if not it would’ve been more awesome! the whole thing lasted almost 10mins.. there was a whole bunch of small kids who came to stand with us and they were soo soo cute, but i had to make them stand facing us la. hehe. but it was great. You see, i did this aerobics before, last year for the inter-zone games. and you know la, these church ppl, once someone does it and it’s successful, they want the same person to do it again. i didn’t mind, but i had a stinging experience of a last min job. it was last min right till the end!!

and to think all that struggle and practice and all, just for a mere 9+ mins! what a pity la. but i was kinda sad, cos my dad, sister and stan weren’t there to see it..

Family day was fun actually =) i missed lunch, cos the food was all gone!! and i didn’t feel the hunger at all until after the whole thing finished. there was a lot of buzz and all, i got shot a lot with water guns. even had a bottle of water poured on me la. but the previous family day’s water fight was more fun. hehe. Fly FM also came. i got a car sticker. hehe. oh, and orange F&N drink. hahaha.

later when i got back, i went in search for food. it took me 4 shops before i found the shop that was open and had the food i wanted. and by that time, i actually almost fainted. i was alone summore, driving! and then when i got my food.. it was like wow, heaven on earth in my food. glorious food. =) hehehe..

oh ya, before going back, while waiting for stan in his car, i played my aerobics CD, and i was really impressed at my editing =) hehe. didnt know it sounded so good!! and also my combination of songs. hoohoo. was donkeyed out at the end of everything.. still feeling it la.

church is flooded. was flooded, it’s so muddy now. there was a snake there too! scary.. the klang river was soooooo high! hmm.. ok im done blabbering.

remember the little kitten I was talking about that stan gave me?

well, it died. diedi yesterday morning, Friday morning.

On Wednesday, when I was out jogging, and when i checked my phone, i had 7 missed calls from my dad. Then he called again, and he told me that Kitty (the kitten’s name) had a bad fall and was badly injured. I was like how on earth did that happen? he said, that Kitty jumped onto the table, but tried hard to grasp on, and it was hanging there, trying to get onto the table, but it lost it’s grip and fell. That, my cousin saw. She called my dad and they found Kitty near the bed, bleeding from the mouth, and some other liquid also coming out, I’m guessing foam. So he took it and put it on the bed, and it was lying down but wiggling very distortedly. I msged Edel and asked her whether can save or not, she said probably not, cos it’s so young..

I was like, oh no.. he asked to get back asap, which i didn’t =( came back much later, and Stan and I saw Kitty, omg. it was really bad. It was breathing so hard, couldn’t open the mouth, so it was breathing from the nose only. I carried it, but it couldn’t stand at all. it fell limp. and it’s lyingdown position was so distorted. Cats never sit like that with the limbs all over the place! That’s how it was. =( it’s head was moving from side to side, it was in so much pain. Then Stan checked the backbone, and said probably some broken bone there.. it didn’t wanna eat or drink anything.. poor thing.

so I just covered it up and put it on the bed upstairs.

The next morning, i sent my dad n bro to school, then Stan and I took it to the vet. I had to, if I didn’t, it wouldn’t live past a few more hours. So we took it and the vet checked it, said no broken bones or fractures, but it had a spinal injury. And once the doc put it on drips and fed it some milk, it was sitting up, but not still. It was rocking from side to side.. so poor thing la.. The doc said, it can either live or die, but they wouldn’t know, so the kitten was admitted for a day.. When the doc said nothing broken and all, and when we saw the kitty in a better condition, we were hopeful that it would live..

And then, Friday morn, the clinic calls and tells me that the kitten died. I was like oh my god.. and for a moment I was just sad.. but then i was normal again. And then Stan and I went to the vet to collect the kitten’s body back. I buried it in my garden. Its eyes were still open, and very distant. Poor fella. So i buried it la. Then a few hours later, only it sank in that it was gone. It was such a cute cute kitten. Always jumping here and there, following me everywhere. It was very attached to me, and it was so daring. Never knew what danger was, and the other danger being my cat. But i was kinda puzzled, as to why it tried to jump up onto the table. It NEVER jumps up, for as long as i had it i knew that for sure. but that night it did. And whenever it jumps from the table to the floor, it would be ok and all. weird stuff. hmmm..

well, now i have Kiki to look after.. cos i’m afraid it might be pregnant! but i’m still not sure at all. maybe it’s just growing fat, but it’s been behaving weirdly. hmmm… well well, well.

well, i also said my work supervisor’s nice. well, she is, but she also gets on my nerves already. She’s suppose to only ask me to help when i’m working, not at other times other than my working hours. but that’s not what she does. which is annoying. grrrrrr.

ok la, bye!

hooohooo!

stan’s gonna be playing in the 1st selangor team in the super league!i mean, if the coach called him up to tell him he’s in, sure they’d want him to play right? i hope he’ll be in the 1st eleven. he was so excited just now telling me. i’m so excited for him too! =) he was so happy and just like gonna jump out of his skin. hehee. yay!

oh, and when he called, he was telling me about some kitten that he found along the road, which almost got hit. so he went to save it and when he picked it up, he said it was too cute so he brought along with him. and he was talking to me on the way back,and he was telling me that the kitten was sitting in between the gear and the radio, and all that. so cute.. then he came over and brought the kitten and aiyoo, it was sooooooooooooooooo adorable! it’s fur color, brown, black and white was really nice. is really nice, i mean =p it was so small. it’s a little bigger than my hand. hehe..

but unfortunately, i doubt i can keep it. cos, KIKI is soooooo jealous. and doesn’t wanna have anything to do with it. we were experimenting la, more like observing the two. stan held the kitten and i kept an eye on kiki. it gave a cold stare la, and the poor kitten doesn’t even know anything, still a baby what. and Kiki, slowly crep near and gave that snarl, and the low growl and was just waiting to leap onto the kitten. scary wei. but we kept it apart.

Kiki owns this house and all the occupants what. hehe, this is its territory. so the kitten makes it feel threathened. poor kitty. so right now, they’re in two separate corners of my house. have no idea whether they can get along at all. Kiki is like so big, and the kitten is so tiny. and it’s sleeping now on my bed =) and it weighs like a piece of paper. so cute.

well, my first week wearing specs. hehe, it makes me a little dizzy at times, but getting used to it la. still kinda shy about it! but shall get used to it. i think i look like a grandma. hehe. i dunno, lots of contradicting comments =p whatever lah, its still specs, and i don’t have a choice but to wear it. contacts is gonna cost a bomb for me right now. =)

my work supervisor in coll is so nice! she gave me a tupperware with a nice box with it. probably giving away stock or what, but still? nice right. i hope it’s a better place to work at =)

anyway..i also forgot what to blog about.. was on the phone for almost an hour and everything left my brains since then. hehe

goodnight!

hello hello… it’s 2.17 am, and i’m still awake. i should be asleep. if not i won’t be able to concentrate in class tmw morn. i mean later in te morn. aww, my little kiki is yearning and pining for some, a LOT of attention and pampering. hehe. until it started to rub against my face la.

every cat i had was different. lucy, sandy, zack. the three before Kiki came. but i missed the way sandy and zack responded. somehow, they two were more responsive. whenever i called to them from anywhere in the house, they’d come running! kiki is a very vocal cat, and it meows like a baby =) it’s also smarter than the other cats i had so far, in that, it knows how to escape from danger and find its way back. so far la, it has lasted longer than my other cats. hehe. my dad treats this cat like his own baby =) guess who gave me kiki? stanley! hehe. but when he comes around, he tortures the poor thing. hehe. but my cat is very friendly.. i think it doesnt really like to be carried, but it LOVES attention. hehe. don’t all cats do? i was just telling yogee, or was it ranjeetha yesterday, that if i had a dog, i’d name it Milo. it’s a cute name =)

i have officially started wearing my 2 extra eyes. hehe, i’m suppose to wear it all the time la =( but so far i don’t, cos my eyes are still adapting to it, cos straightaway i’m wearing high-powered lenses. so it makes me a little dizzy so i gotta take it off once in a while. i feel like a nerd now! my dad said i look intellectual. heheh, does he mean i wasn’t before this?!?! kidding! =p and he says i look like my mom! hmmm.. i look like.. i also dunnolah.. hehe. not so bad i guess. well, i don’t have a choice, since i never took care of my eyes till it got this bad. hmmm…

this week started off kinda lazily. coll, coll, coll.. i’m trying not to spend in college. gosh, if i did spend, i’ll probably be spending an average of 8 bucks a day, including transport. times 4, 32 bucks per week. i can’t afford that man! so i take bread to school. like a small girl. hehe. i dunno since when i started eating wholemeal bread. it’s good actually, never really favored it before, but i don’t mind now =) gosh, over the weekend i ate like a serious pig you know. i guess it’s cos the entire last week i didn’t really eat all that much. trying to save and stinge, and i managed to throw 20bucks into the bank. haha, start slowly la huh. =) gotta start scholarship work soon too.. this sem, gotta manage it really well, last sem was like hell man. i’m working in student affairs this time, i hope it’s not as boring as my previous place!

pirates of the carribean 3 is coming out next week! i can’t wait to watch it. stan always imitates and “insults” johnny depp la, cos of his acting, especially in pirates. hehe. for fun la. he’s probably just jealous that when it comes to johnny depp, i pay more attention to him than to stan. LOL. but he doesn’t deny the fact that johnny depp’s a superb actor. ahahah. would be watching it with him!. and he said he’d rather watch it with me for one reason, so that he can tease and disturb me to the max, and see me get all defensive and irritated and mad. hehe. he likes to see me get prickly, dunno why. cute it seems. weird human being. lol. shrek 3 also is coming out! and stan calls him the handsome frog. by god, shrek isn’t even half worthy to be handsome! hehehe. but well, i like the puss in booots. aww and his goo goo eyes. =) very manly and cute at the same time!

gosh, yesterday (monday), i went to pick my dad up from his school. and i got shocked to see so many fallen trees around that area. and then my dad told me there was a small hurricane, lasted around 3/4 minutes around that area too. the high-jump mattress in his compoun flew to the back of the school, the canteen counters also flew off dunno where and the school flag ended up on a car! the winds were damn strong.. and the fallen trees were huge! just fell across the road.. lucky it wasn’t raining when i went. scary man. oh ya, then he said in SS2, the pasar malam stalls also flew off. i was like, my God. how on earth? it would be spooky to have such things here. i mean, in other countries, things like this are quite normal and frequent, but for us here, it’s new and spells disaster. for all you know, we’ll get tornados and earthquakes here too someday, which i dread, and hope will never come! hmmm..and sometimes, it’s so freaking hot, and the next minute, it’s raining madness. on monday, i went home by bus and train and all, i reached home, soaked wet and soaked to the bones. i happily just walked in the rain la. i mean, no umbrella and no nothing for shelter, so no harm just walkin in the rain, only worried my book would get wet, but i stuffed it into my bag, so it was safe. i enjoyed it, the rain and the walk in the rain.. and unfortunately, i had to receive so many hoots and honks from all those idiots in their vehicles, uncivilised and downright sick. what thrill do they get from seeing me looking like that? my clothes weren’t transparent AT ALL, and neither was there any flesh showing. some people are just plain sick. i should be able to diagnose it later on. haha.

i wish i could go to U.S. too! my uncle invited me to got with him to U.K. next month for like 10 days or so.. i’d love to.. but it’s always the money problem. i don’t wanna burden my parents or what, so that i could go have a holiday. and at that time i’d probably be having midterm and whatever else. better not risk it also, catching up and all that. i believe that someday, i’ll be able to fly abroad somewhere =) with nothing to worry about. hehe.

i was watching mr bean’s holiday just now. gosh, it’s funny and stupid at the same time! i mean, it’s also so sick and just dumb la, ridiculous and everything, yet it was nice to watch. hehe.. he’s like so talented in making a fool of himself, and he earns pots for all that. amazing isn’t it? people and their talents. it’s really cool to be paid big time for something as talented as that, even sports or whatever. and especially when it’s something you love to do, and it’s not a 9-to-5 job. and you still meet a lot of people, get to travel everywhere, get privileges and all that. it’s all worthwhile. =)

i have 8 mins more, and i gotta get off. i feel like drinking the whole bottle of omum water, cos i’m having indigestion. my dad says its cos i don’t exercise. soon i will be doing it! when i go jogging while stan goes training =) or when i get home, turn on some music and dance for a solid 2 hours or a little less. or when i just spend about half an hour doing some stomach curls and all. hoohoo.

i went to IKEA again last saturday with stan to look for some things. and at IKANO, they were having display of beds and mattresses la. the last time we went also we check out the beds and all. hehe, beds. yeah, but we didn’t like sit on it or what, cos usually we’d get chased off. but this time when we went, we saw other ppl sitting on the beds la. so i excitedly went to my favourite bed on display. OMG, it was so awesome to sit on it you know. it’s like so so so so so so comfortable. and stan said, probably if we got married or what, and we had that bed, i’ll never wake up before 10am everyday. haha. true, it’s like so nice to sleep on. like a sponge. and then the color was even nicer. it was like a velvet darkish brown+dark grey. i have no idea what color is that, but that is it. it was nice. the pillows and bolsters were awesome too. and then stan said, that if he proposed, he wouldn’t gimme a ring, and then when i asked where’s the ring, he’d present to me an awesome bed, in place of a ring! heheh.. what a creative thought! but now i know la, i wouldn’t see a ring when i get a proposal from him. hehe. whatever la, not important now also!! but the bed idea? was cool. you know how much that bed costs? RM40,000! and it’s so simple. must be the quality, and endorsed for back posture treatment or something. hehe. awesome!!

anyway, i gotta get to bed now la.. toodles.