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hello!! what a title la.. hehe, it’s lunch time, but i’m using it to take my eyes off the work i have to do. ahaha :p really, i think by the time i finish working, i’ll be half blind. and it’s giving me a headache! so i’ll probably suffer brain exhaustion..i’m crapping.

yesterday was a fulfilling day. it’s been a long time since i thought my day ended so fulfilling-ly like how it did yday. i spent about an hour or so talking to a close friend, not so close anymore la, but not that distant either. it’s been like over a year since we spoke over the phone! hehe.. but it was great, and had to be cut short la..sadly.. and yet, it got short, and i had another long long conversation with another person..hmm, i dunno whether to call her my friend or what, cos she’s much older than me, but we’re working together under church. yeah, i could just pour out every thought i had in mind, the truths i knew, the so-called plans to be carried out..and all that la. a lot man. but you know, it’s nice to know that there’s someone i can trust to say whatever i wanted to say, since i don’t have the whole world behind my back for this. it felt good.. and relieving

i think it’s high time i get a new jeans!! mine’s so old… like ancient old Egypt la.. and i dunno, it’s either i’m getting smaller, or the jeans is getting bigger, but anyhow, i think me getting smaller is next to impossible. :p

hehe..today something funny happened in the office. there are about 7 staff here, and the office has a front lot and back lot. so earlier, only 3 of us were here la.. and see right, there are only 3 staff who have the same phone so only they can hear the phone rings, and all that la. and in the front (where i am) there’s only one, at the back 2 phones. so, calls were coming in, and we didnt know how to pick it up with the other phones, cos we all confused the transfer codes n all. so everytime there was a call, and another one came in, i had to run (i think i ran like a chicken! :p) to the other side to take the 2nd call, and just when i’m about to pick up, it’ll stop. and this was happening for about 15 mins la, with tonnes of calls coming in. it was really funny..i mean, if anyone saw what we were doing, then they’ll understand. hehe.. haiyoh, and we 3 burst out laughing and laughing at our own antics. LOL

i still have about half an hour left before i resume my work… hehehe.

they’re showing all the james bond movies on astro star movies. cooool. now i spend my nights following the OO7 marathon. hehe. i checked out the papers today for movies.. no interesting ones also. oh!! i saw happy feet last week. the penguins are soooooooooooooooooo cute! (the babies la) i’ve never seen such good looking penguins! and i’ve never seen such animated characters made to be so good looking. hehe.. but seeing the penguins dance like women doing jazz, was funny. they can’t even walk properly la, walking like constipated things, and having some obstruction in their behinds. :p imagine them dancing!! it’s a nice movie no doubt. hehe..so musical. i think if that happened in real life..waah..

i want to get a bicycle.. but first, i must learn how to ride it… (lol) imagine riding a bicycle to college..hmm.. or to church..hmm… or to anywhere.. wild thoughts. might as well ride a horse,

you know, i’ve always wondered how love at first sight happens. well, some people say that they really do and did love the person ‘at first sight’…but how?? you know some songs have lines that goes ‘..from the first time i met you, i knew i loved you…’ or something like that laa.. well, yeah ok it’s romantic and all, but still..i dunno how it can happen. wouldn’t you have to know the person before you can even decide whether to love him/her or not? or to even LIKE the person?…well, nothing for me to worry about at all. just some things that can go unexplained..heehee

la la la la la… *yawn* bubbyee

hehe, you must be wondering what 3 a.m. is all about. but first i must tell something stupid that i did..probably the most embarrassing incident by far!! see right, i was with my mom n cousins, went to 7-11 to get a reload. and so, like usual i went in, got what i wanted and everything, and when i came back to the car, my mom asked me "where’s the other hoop(earring)?" and i realised that i walked into 7-11, happily with so many ppl around..wearing one earring only!! and it’s the big hoop summore. and comin to think of it, now i know why the cashier was looking at me funnily…hehe..how embarrassing.dunno how i’m gonna walk into 7-11 again in the next few days..i hope i don’t have to! :p LOL

haiyoh.. my mother’s car is weird la. it’s like an old cranky car already.my mom changed the clutch plate and all, and suddenly when i took the car to go for caroling prac, it drove like a jerking car (like herbie like that!) and finally stalled. hmmm…….. and so i called my mechanic..hehe, that’s stanley :p and he came la..dunno what he did, drove the car in some miraculous way. can you imagine, he drove the car, slowly,but somehow back to my house, and he drove it pressing the clutch and the accelerator together. i mean, it’s a serious matter with the car (not having gear oil n all) but i found it so hilarious..hehe. it’s like impossible to drive the car like that. and the other funny thing is, normally for manual, you gotta press in the clutch to engage the gears, but yday, my mom’s car could engage the gear in without even pressing the clutch! but anyhow, the car didn’t budge..all’s well now. and yeah, that’s how i ended up with 3 a.m.. wait! when stan brought the car back and all, my parents came out la, and he was telling them what was wrong with the car n all.. i found it so cool, my parents standing there, and he and i standing there too..and finally,after all that, my dad smiled at me and said, "ok, ok i’ll leave you two alone.." how cool is that! i never knew my dad was so cool in that sense…*clap clap* and yup, i told them i’m going out for a drink maybe 1/2 an hr or 45 mins..and we ended up talking and talking until past 3 a.m. outside my house! (after the mamak la)

yeah, reminiscing old times, and talking about the past. we were both so sleepy..and then suddenly i’ll bring up one topic and it’ll just go on. poor thing, i deprived him of sleep.. heehee. i was talking about form6 and how it was my best school years, and about past crushes, and the funny things we both did in our own lives..and how we started out together. it’s funny..sometimes i can’t believe it all happened. hehe..and to think that we knew each other by name for many years, but never talked till last year..and i use to think he was a snob (cos he looked like one) :p and when we finally started talking, i was totally wrong! and the story goes on..

so it was 5 hours plus, just talking and talking and talking. i had to end it la (sadly)..cos i was wondering if i was locked out of the house. and i was! it was 3.30 am.. and the doors we locked, everything was. i had no key also, so i called my sister’s phone a couple of times and she finally opened up. yeah, i even opened the car (cos it was unlocked-how dangerous!) to look for a key - no key. and then i saw my neighbour at the balcony in the dark, peeping. i hope she didnt call the cops or something..LOL..

i decorated the christmas tree in the office yday. it looks so pretty today! i’m all in the mood for christmas. i hope it doesnt rain during christmas…it’ll be such a mood-spoiler!

hmmm.. i’ll have to start my work..since i came in at 12 somethin only..

Toodles! *wink*

it’s my lunch time now.. got a couple more minutes before i get back to work.. and i’m sitting here thinking how the future is gonna be like.not the distant future..the near future. in just a matter of minutes, i experienced a mood change..and frankly, i’ve been so moody these days!maybe it’s the moody weather too.. raining cats and dogs everyday..how depressing can it get man?!

i feel so heavy-hearted.. i don’t know what to say, don’t know what to think..it’s just a cloud of darkness over me. I feel like escaping into the mountains… hmmm, now that sounds like "the sound of music"..hehe.. but really, i’m acting as if there’s no hope. ish ish… aaaaaaaaaah!!

you know, i wish there were speakers for this comp i’m using in the office..the only music i can make out, is the stupid invoice printer right next to me. and it’s irritating sound actually has a rhythm in it.. maybe i’m just making my own music out of it.how pathetic.

i can’t wait to go out!! i feel like a working woman, when i’m not. i’m a student laa!! ok, i’m crapping away. hehe haha..

christmas is coming in less than a month. how do i make it different? i’m gonna try out making some new cookies..i didnt make any last year! how lazy. i found this cheesecake brownies recipe online which i intend to try out.. i suppose it sounds like easy stuff for old timers..but it’ll be my first time! i hope it’ll turn out :p

i guess i’m just trying to cheer myself up… o happy day.. and now it’s raining.. annoying la.. i miss my friends..been feeling it for the past few days nvm, soon i’ll be able to see them all..yay!

wahaha!! i have created a blog…why? cos i’m beginning to enjoy reading others’ blogs. SO, i thought, why not just make my own? i know, i know..sounds rather peculiar…hehe…

well, nothing’s up or done yet..just got started. can’t do that much since i’m at work (so terrible, not doin work, but goin online..it’s only 9.11am!)

so, hopefully, it’ll be all set in time to come..bubbye!