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oh man. langkawi was just TOTALLY AWESOME!!! i miss it already you guys.. hehe, but well, that’s all we had, 4 days and 4 nights of fun fun fun!! =)

wait, before that i must tell other stories leading to l’kawi. heheheh

on sunday, it was my church’s christmas dinner & dance in bangsar. in was kinda nice, but i didn’t TOTALLY enjoy it all that much. the food turned me off, for one thing. i mean, i can’t believe i paid 30bucks to eat all that stuff — 7 course chinese dinner and all.. knowing me, i’m SOOO picky and choosy and fussy about food. so yeah la, just ate a bit here n there..and finally just ended up watching everyone eat. LOL. and also, the music was sooooooooooooo damn loud, drummin and blasting behind my ear — the MC also was sooooooooooo lame..and he was practically kissing the mic, going like poof poof..so irritating and loud, i felt like goin up to him n whacking him! but i held my guard. and cos of that, i couldn’t talk to stanley or my sis or anyone.. cos i couldn’t even HEAR them or myself! so i just became quiet lah..and summore i hadn’t talked to stan since he came back, so it was like i didn’t hear from him the whole day - and i was gonna leave for l’kawi that night and not see him for the next 6 days. so yup, just became kinda moody. but i was glad to get out to take pics (as you can see).. hehe. then the time *finally* came for me to depart for l’kawi..which was waiting so patiently for me to come :p so i ran to stan’s car and got my casual wear and went to change. and when i came out i ran back to the car.. and this monkey stanley ran after me and scared me, and i screeeeeched my lungs out like as if i got robbed by the road!! i was sooooooooo angry.. and the rest is history. but i got back my better mood.. cos my better half made up for it. hehe. he was such an angel, he carried my luggage 4 me, and walked me up to Pudu, and waited with me, and came down the platform with me and everything….right till before i stepped up the bus, and he hugged and kissed me goodbye =) yay! and then, that starts off the story of Langkawi…. hahahaa. *ooops, i forgot to mention, i came to the bus station n all wearing heels wei.. haha… *

there were 8 of us — sab,ash,kuby,subba,yogee, murali,krisshna and me!

so we got on the bus n all, got settled down. then i moved to sit with ash n sab, sat on the arm rest, and from the front, the bus driver yelled at me!! and told me to get off………….how embarrassing!! :p hehehe. so we were talking n laughing n all, making hell of a noise, yacking n cackling *you-name-it*… and also, we had the chance of a lifetime, to catch a live movie.. AT THE BACK OF THE BUS! *LOL*. it was this chinese couple making out back there!!! hahahaa… and we could see EVERYTHING goin on *except if the gal was goin down or the guy was goin down - - God knows what they did down there!*… they probably knew they had an audience, but i’m pretty sure they got all the more ‘fired and heated up’. :p kuby and subba sat facing us - ash, sab and me - and they could see all la, kuby was givin live commentary all.hahah. aiseh. only KUBY would’ve enjoyed total entertainment..hehe, cos subba couldnt really care less also.

so then we reached kuala perlis la, the jetty. and we had to wait for the ferry — we reached k.perlis at 7am i think, cos the bus driver (according to ash) drove at 150kmph!! freaky wei..but i didnt feel that also. and we reached, and decided to go have breakfast. we had nasi lemak in this malay shop.. PERLIS is a God-forsaken place la…so DAMN DEAD. hehehe.. anyway, back to the nasi lemak, it was alright,nothin great,but the milo ice was crap. whatever lah, we were hungry so anything goes. and we boarded the ferry at 8 somethin.. *the making out chinese couple were there too,met their friends all :p*

in the ferry, ash suddenly decided to go extra NUTS. hehe. she was doing her bouncing "dance" la, cos she said she can’t dance, only know how to bounce. so yeah, she was doin that to all the songs we were both listenin to. poor krisshna,tryin to sleep but couldnt.hehe. then we two decided to be naughty. see, kuby,sab,yogee n subba were sleepin, so i told ash 2 take her cam out,murali also took his camphone out, and we snapped pics of them in la la land! so funny they looked. hehe.. we had a ‘pussycat doll’ also among them. yogee la, she looked like that at that time, sabby looked like some gangster n kuby looked like.. i also dunno what to say la. :p hehe, only subba had a normal sleeping position. our journey was 45mins - 1hr, i also dunno, didnt keep track of time. and we finally reached LANGKAWI!! woohoo!! i was so excited to see the eagle, the big lovely eagle lookin out to sea.. it was huge and awesome la.

*anyway, i’m sleepy, it’s 5 am and i just finished makin cookies, suppose to sleep..but im blogging..but im sleepy now, so i’ll continue again….dont go away! =)*

hey lads and lasses

my sista and bro’s performance at times square (suppose to be this sunday, 24 dec) has been cancelled!

toodles!!

Merry Christmas to all of you!!

[langkawi story will come later ya..hehe...stay tuned! =) ]

my bday this year was totally totally awesome !!

who in this world would get THREE cakes on their bday? me!! heeehee… i’m just excited that’s all..it was great lah.little did i think i’d get three cakes..

cake #1: at 12 ish am — from my parents, bro n sista..

cake #2: at 6 ish pm — from my gals!! at strawberry fields

& finally cake #3: at 11/12 ish am (17dec) — from my sweetheart! yay! it was cool la.. hehe.

*mind you… all three were chocolate cakes! my favourite!*

as usual, i got my bday song from the carolers from church, in advance though :p and then the smses and calls started pouring in. i felt like a celeb for a day! weee.. then, while i was talkin to stanley on the phone, my dad yells at me to come downstairs (thought why he was gonna scold me on my bday!! ) but it was a surprise from my parents, sista n bro.. so sweet of em! then we feasted on the cake. hehe…

then the next one was the 2nd cake at strawberry fields. with the gals. it was so cool!! *omg, my dad is talking in his sleep…. hehe haha aaaaaa, right now while im typing!* all of them were there!! i was soooooooo happy to see you all la my dears! it was fun, laughing and chattin and all.. then mr shamir came.hehe. and he stole my ice kacang!! the bday ice kacang from strawberry fields…MEANT FOR ME!! and guess what he left me in the end? watery,melted so-called ice kacang… i didnt eat also.hehehe. and yeah so the waiter brought my cake (still in the box, suppose 2 open it!!) and then they sang and all la and i cut the frozen hard cake. hehe.. it was a chocolate cake.. then we eventually parted and all, ash,sab n i went off for stan’s match. *our first ever football match :p*

so yeah, we went for it and saw it and all.. so funny la we three, sitting there, quite the blur and all.. and then stan went out of the pitch in the 2nd half and we also stopped cheering.nothin and no one to cheer for maa….we three jokers, were makin some fools of ourselves, walkin in the dark here n there like drunk ppl *and stan’s bro,gf and fren were with us too..wonder if they thought we were bonkerz!*  so yeah la, after the match, we went back to PJ to pick up steph and all..then went to A&W. ate my wonderful choc ice cream there and then finally stanley came!! and he waved some big secret recipe cake in the air and i was like OH MY GOD, NOT ANOTHER ONE!! yeah, it was a gigantic cake *sab, subba and stan plotted this thing, so cute and sweet of them!!* and then they sang la.. i mean ash and sab sang, they jazzed up the bday song a bit, with ash’s cheng cheng cheng in between..hehe. then i cut it and got fed and all. the ppl there all were looking at us, smiling and laughin at the way ash n sab sang the song, got drumbeat all — courtesy of sab’s hands banging the underside of the table! hehehe. :p yeah, so the cake was yummy! it was my 3RD CHOCOLATE CAKE and 3rd bday cake too… you can imagine now how fat i would’ve gotten!! summore with all the sweet stuff and fattening stuff i’d be eating over the next few days… hahaha..

but yeah, that was really awesome. i was so so so touched, it was my best day this year!! started my day with my family, middle with my gals and friends, and ended with my darling.. *awww* got the best of all three! hehehe..

thank you guys so so much for that great day!! loads of hugs and kisses! :)

hey you ppl of the world!

if you were planning to come for my sis and bro’s performance in times square this sunday, it’s been POSTPONED! to 24th December 2006 and it’s from 3 - 5 pm. it’s also a sunday, next sunday! hehe

i’m in the mood for talking (i mean writing) today, except that i dont know if i have a lot to talk abt! hehe. let’s see..

TODAY, i came to work. and since i’ve finished my accounts work and all (my uncle a.k.a. the boss calls me the "internal auditor"..LOL) i actually can stop my work, nothing to do what! but you know what i’m doing here??? PRESSING THE PRINTER BUTTON.. not one, two or twenty times…but more than 200 TIMES! it’s crazy actually, cos this printer’s the only one working for this PC,and such is this printer,that it will print with every click of the button.so yeah, i’ll probably be spending my last 2 days pressing the printer button. LOL

another weird thing - - the office phones are all out of order! my God, when i heard that.. i couldn’t stop laughing! yeah, it’s all cut. hehe LOL.

today is tuesday.. hmmm..it’s another 3 days before i FINALLY turn 20. hehe..actually i dont feel it. cos most and all of my friends have turned 20! and the end of the year is coming pretty soon, they’ll be turning 21 then! so yeah, it’ll come.. and it’s no big thing. cos i’ve come to accept it, that my birthday is hardly remembered.. the past 2 years it wasn’t celebrated in my family, and they’ll be talking about my bro’s bday (which comes in january) more than mine.. so yup, whether it comes or not, doesnt make a difference to me. sad? nahh..pretty adapted to it already

i’m gonna wear a saree for christmas!! heheh.. that’s only cos i have totally no idea what to wear for christmas. and i don’t feel like spending this year on myself (just like last year) but spend on everyone else. yeah.. hehe.. simply la, for a change, and cos my sista and i always planned to wear saree for christmas/easter but NEVER got to it. :p and yay!! this year i dont have to sit in the choir! (don’t want to..so boring..hehe). so i’m sitting with stanley! oh yaa..christmas dinner and dance comin on the 17th.. then it’s langkawi!! woohoo! i can’t wait for that! woopee!

i had a pear for lunch, should i eat? my bum doesn’t wanna get up to go get lunch.hehe

i read kuby’s blog yday..i was like wow and wowwing all the way at what ever she wrote! you rock la kuby! and also, i was watching the finals for some of the DOHA games.. cool wei, watching the women run 5000m. i’m like so awed, their stamina, strength, will power and fitness..then i look at myself and give such a BIG HUGE SIGH! :p the winner was from china, and she’s ONLY 17!!!! whoa man… like seriously, she’s daaamn young. and then the shot put fella from saudi arabia won with a 20m + throw.. and he’s only 21!! good Lord.. such young ppl, with such great achievements!

yay yay.. this week and next week and the following 2 weeks are gonna be really cool, with so many cool things happening along the way. this sat, i’m goin for stan’s match. he’s like the youngest in his team (he’s 20, the rest are between 27-40) and i’m so proud of him, cos they all are awed by him too! and i’m so happy too, cos some of my frens are comin too! it’ll be a great present already

oh ya, this sunday 17dec, my sista and brother are performing in TIMES SQUARE for christmas caroling and all la, they’re playin in the band. so you guys, you’re most welcome to come!! it’s either between 2-4pm or 3-5 pm. it’ll be co sool! (it’s free la, no worries. hehe)

well, i’ll write more when i feel like. hehe haha.

I’M BORED!!!!

hehe..i’m actually done with my work, and since i have nothin to do for the day (been free since like 12 noon :p) i shall just write…ha ha ha

yogee!i read your blog earlier today..about the 9+2..who’s the +2 anyway?but you noe wat, it was really really sweet i love you too yogee!

it’s 5.06 pm..and when i post up this entry,it definitely wouldn’t say that.how to change it?! yay yay, i can stop my work by the 15th. hoohoo! i’m only doin it for the money la. really, if i become like 5 times more blind after this, i can blame it on my 1 1/2 months of work,doin data entry,staring at the comp pathetically keyin in data. but it’s gonna end soon! and then i’ll hv my money, can do the stuff i wanted 2 do but never got to it - baking cookies & cakes,decorating the house,the tree n everythin, and walkin around the malls looking at all d christmas stuff. *i think i shall buy a small little mini christmas tree,but dunno who to give to* oh ya..then must write n send out christmas cards, and get gifts n all..and also get excited for langkawi!! yeah man, i can’t wait to go for a holiday finally.four days of plain fun with the gurls! woopee!

*here comes the sad side of the story*

anyway…hmmm… i dunno la, if it’s gonna happen, but i think it will happen,looking at how things are going…but i think stan’s gonna go to malacca.well,ok,it may not seem a great deal to most ppl,but it is..for me. i’m happy for him,certainly, cos it’s gonna mean a better life for him and his career. and i know,given time,i can adjust too.after all..it’s only malacca. not U.S. :p hehe.. but well,right now,it’s quite the sad.. but anyway,it’s not confirmed,so yeah..haha,doesn’t mean i’m keeping my hopes up of him not going. who wants their loved one to be far away right? so so so.. i guess some things will be different la, like probably only bein able to meet once a week.. or once in 2 weeks.. or lesser..who’s to say? but, well, i don’t know what exactly is the final decision..hmmm..hmmm…

well well well, it’s becoming a sad entry. i better change it. hehe

you noe, i read the star paper today. and then, i realised - and it got me thinking - that there are SO many articles and stories,whether real or not, that are either sick,ridiculous,stupid,unnecessary,controversial and the list goes on and on. and it’s in the bad light. i read this article la *i think it’ll b rather sensitive to bring it up* and my God,..it’s stupid.seriously stupid.i’ve never read anything quite stupid like that. hahaa.. whatever lah. and then there are stories of killings,rapes,natural disasters..what is happenin to our world?humans are the most violent creatures ever made. even animals dont do this to their own kind. nowhere’s quite safe..no one’s quite safe..*hmm,which got me considering the gym instead of jogging in the park or arnd my hse..LOL*

*continuation*

i knew it. knew it would happen.. stanley’s goin to malacca! they signed him..and he’s gonna play for them. wow..you can’t imagine how i was last nite when he told me. my day was already not that great, and followin up, he told me this. and so my day ended just really sadly and badly.i tried decorating my christmas tree..only managed the lights. sigh.. i’m so terrible, should’ve been celebrating with him. but i didn’t. i will, but not right then. i couldn’t.. aaaaahhh *screams and pulls my hair* and that’s probably why i decided to just extend my work. suppose to finish this week, but i let it end on the 15th. to shake all this off. oh dear me. i’m talking rubbish. someone help me!!

today morn, on the way to work, it was massively jammed everywhere. there was an overturned cement lorry just before the midvalley road. how on earth could the lorry overturn? if it wasn’t speeding right? and it’s a sharp bend summore. My God, bus and lorry drivers these days drive as if they’re riding bikes la, maneuvering and speeding pass like lightning. it’s frightening to think that at any time, we could all just end up being in or UNDER an overturned bus. eeee…

caroling practice..aiseh, no words to describe it. it was horrible. *contributed to my already quite-bad day*

where has my christmas mood gone to?!?! =/

wow, last weekend was seriously the bomb of the weekends i’ve had so far!i was really lookin forward 2 it, and it was soooooooo fun! weeeeee! =D

let’s see, startin off wit friday. friday rite, was ashy’s surprise bday dinner-party-celebration-whatever lah. i dunno if she was actually surprised. lol. 1st 1st, i met up with the 4 chicks *yogee,kuby,sabby and subbs* in tmn tun to get her cake.haiyoh, it was havoc on the road, in the shop in the middle of the road, everywhere la!makin hell of a noise here n there. n i crossed over the road to meet them and i got my hugs all like as if I came back from aussie! *awwww :)* well, i didnt - - i just came from work. haha. so we went to get the cake and all la, and we were makin so much of noise until the secret recipe guy also started laughin n he also put up his hand when sab asked who want this cake or that cake. funny. and we were blockin the cake display - and the guy told us to ‘please have a seat’. how ‘polite’. hehe. so, we bought it and all, walked back to pizzahut and met peds along the way! poor thing, he was like a totally lost soul with the 5 of us, hehe, cos we were talkin so much of nonsense n he was lookin - at least he looked like he knew what we were talkin abt la..heeeheee..*im kidding pedram!* yeah, so we waited for the rest to come and all, one by one all were there la -

sabby,subba,kuby,yogee,peds,krisshna,murals,

shamir,del,kenny,shaun,sing yun,myself and ash!

wah,ash walked in wearing this bright pink+beige top (that’s what i tot it was) and she looked really nice!for once (and finally!) she’s not wearin black!! yay! oh ya, then revs and rahjis came in, and we all screamed+squealed+shouted wei!what an embarrasment, the whole pizza hut fell silent!and all heads turned at us. hehe…who cares right..we always make havoc..EVERYWHERE! ya, so we were there till like 10 ish i think, eating and eating,talking, laughing and all la. it was really fun, it’s been ages since we all met up like that! then came the bday song for ash - she jumped out of her seat (in surprise i think!) hehe.. and as usual la, she started about ’stop embarrassing me la’ and all.hehe..then, pizza hut played their version of happy bday..sounded like techno and old christmas songs. how sweet!

well, after leaving, we did a few merry-go-rounds before finally reaching bangsar. and stanley joined at that time too! *wee!* heeeheee. so we all went in n all. honestly, i know peanuts about clubbin. it was my 1st! more like dancing 4 me la, cos i didnt drink *it tasted horrible..i have a VERY VERY sweet mouth,can’t stand liquor :p* so, all were just seated, and getting heated up slowly, while havin drinks and all. then we moved to a better seat. haha. then they started playin nice dancy stuff which got us all slowly gettin to the dancefloor..omg,at one point,kenny was dirty dancin behind stanley and stan didnt noe it!poor thing.kenny ah..was dancing lik god noes what la,but it was cool.i’ve never seen shaun dance like that!! cool man! and murals,sab,ash and krisshna..hmm hmmm hmmm…haha hehe*kuby n yogee,you guys should’ve been there! :p* subba was havin the time of her life la,havin THREE guys all to herself - shaun,kenny and pedram. hehe, and me and stanley la of cos.i tell you, at that rate he was dancin, i couldnt keep up with him! like happy feet *lol* nolah, he was just dancin at his own pace. i’ve never danced with him (or been clubbin with him) and after weeks n months of telling ‘we must go dancin one day’ or ‘let’s go dancin’..we finally did! that wuz coooool then i HAD to get a wonderful headache la..so just had 2 stop.and watch everyone else from a distance,while enjoyin the music. and just when i thought "wow,clubbin is not so bad"….they were closing up. hehe.. and then we left la. but shaun,kenny,pedram,stanley n i became spectators to a fight. stupid stupid, but scary wei. kenny was like ‘B,you better go,better go’ and all..and i finally dragged stan, who was laughin lookin at the fight.HMMM.. and we all left lah. the gals went off 1st and i went to eat! then, i bought back this havoc maggi goreng and nasi goreng from jasima in tmn tun, didnt think that place’s food was so good! and so it was ash,sab,subba,del and me, eating and talkin, laughin and all till 5.30am or so (according to del,hehe) ash was so funny la..she’ll be nodding off/sleeping, then del will scream ‘ash!!’ and she’ll just jolt up, n give that silly smile *so funny* then nod back off to sleep..and finally,that monkey was wide awake when the rest of us wanted 2 go sleep. weird la you ash! :p -i hope i didn’t roll over you del..hehe -

saturday!was petaling street day!suppose 2 wake up at nine all,meet up kubs n yogee n all..and we ended only meetin them at almost 1! and kuby la,goin on and on about 9.45 (go read her blog). i told the gals, ‘i’m not putting alarm, so wake me up!’..so you see, kuby n yogee, it wasn’t exactly my fault also that we were late..hehe LOL..kidding kidding. it’s been ages since i went to PS. the sellers were practically all foreigners already, and they were all callin out for SAB! to get near their shops..of cos la,who wouldnt rite, sabby looking like one model walkin thru PS n all..dainty. hehe. *oh ya,which reminds me of kuby telling me of the vanity story..about sab :p* so we walked and stopped and walked and stopped at various shops..kuby bought her stuff *she’s good at bargainin la - kuby,next time if i dont get stan 2 follow me to bargain while i shop, i’ll drag you wit me!* hehe. sab bought her stuff and yogee and ash..i think i’m the only one who didnt buy anything. ya la, so downright stingy to spend! not that day laaaa…someother day. yeah, and so our day at PS ended like 3 ish pm.. nice nice

then came sunday.wah,sunday was the 1st sunday of advent - i’m feeling christmas coming - went to church and all la, and after church, was hangin out with d youths for a while before i escaped with stan for lunch. guess where we went? NANDO’s! been dreaming of that! hehe.. so we were lunching and talkin and everything.then we decided to go walkin around bangsar village (that was where we were) it was so christmas-y..the trees and the deco and the songs…wow..what a feeling! but must go to the other malls la, where there r bigger christmas trees and more deco! so after walkin arnd the mall, we left and went to ronda-ronda..suppose to go to the curve,but he was kinda tired. so we just drove around, and he showed me his other house his parents had..somewhere inside puchong..and then i realised how BIG and HUGE puchong area was! it’s like land and land and more land. waaa… but so far away from everywhere.like in timbuktu! and then just before sending me back, we started talkin la - see la,everytime it’s time to go back,we’ll suddenly bring out the wonderful stories and end up talkin for hours- hehe..(just like 3am, but not till 3am la..this was 7pm only) and omg, i did such a funny thing..*i’m so embarrassed,but it’s funny!* i just drank pepsi, and suddenly out of nowhere, i just let it all out la (thru my mouth that is..dont get any ideas!) i sounded like a buffalo!and the next thing i realised was…stanley was sitting next to me!and omg…i wasn’t intending to be so LOUD like that.haha!! and we were just laughin endlessly…just the last week, i was tellin my mom that i can control it in front of him, and here i was, sounding like a total buffalo.hehe.. haiyoh.. i couldnt stop laughin cos it was just soooo hilarious. and he said, ‘wow, pepsi brings out the best in you huh’.. like whatever la! :p and so we talked and talked non stop till he had to go la. and when sending me off, i showed him a pic of a church concert when we were in STD3 or 4, it was a dance, and he was in one side, i was at the opposite end! who would’ve thought we’d be dancing together! in STD 3! *remember, kuby?i told you!*hehe.. my mom laughed when she saw that pic..we both were gundus! lol

it was an awesome weekend la..thanks to you guys and gals *mwah and hugs*!! and stan too *mwah and hugs*! now, i cant wait for christmas when we hv our open houses/dinners/lunches where we can all meet up again! yay!