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it’s 2 am right now, and i just finished one part of my long assignment. i have another 2 parts to go, hopefully will be able to finish it in the next 2/3 days. got another assignment too!

last weekend was great. my weekend nights is my night life - probably the only interesting life. otherwise, it’s 4 days of coll + 1 day of total nothing. haha. in my dreams lah.

it was edel’s and yogee’s 21st birthday parties. back to back. del on 20th and yogee on 21st july. but that’s not their birthdates. hehe. edel’s party was like a promnight! it was like wowed. with everyone dressed up and i was so underdressed. that’s what you get when your wardrobe hasn’t been upgraded in ages. =p it was really nice, the food was great, the slideshow was awesome. edel’s very lucky to have shamir =) he’s part of the family now! haha. so cute!! all of us were there, and it was great. we even made up our own poem for edel, since her nephew, niece and mom all said poems. so for the heck of it, we created one. Kuby! i hope you can post it up on your blog! =D after that, sabby, steph, yogee me and my sis went to the mamak. for a while la, but we were laughin like jackasses la.it was fun too. hehe.

and the next night was yogee’s party. grand affair! she had a small tiny tiara on her head. hehe. but she looked really nice =) and all of us were required to wear indian clothes, and so we did, EXCEPT sabby, who claimed she’d look like a porn star. lol. i looked so blue. hehe. while taking pics with singyun kenny and pedram, i was so sesat, cos i was in blue. so striking summore. hehe. stan was there too. and when stan and shaun got together, they GAVE ME HELL. seriously. they had a durian fest. how gross!!! i hate durians and the smell of it. i really couldn’t stand it at all. and they started la about how they’re gonna build a durian hse for me like taj mahal, and bring durians for my bday, and make durian perfume and this and that. haiyoh, it was insanity to the max. they made me become so violent, physically and verbally! if it was anything else i could’ve tolerated. NOT DURIANS. sheesh. well, it was all fun anyway. =) we only left at 1 something i guess or 2 ish. i dunno, not sure also. hehe. and i only got back at 3 am. haha. late night out, 2 nights in a row! =D thanks to del and yogee. hoohoo.

today we had the longest ever youth meeting in the history of fatima church. lol. it was for 3 hours! can you believe it?? lucky it was in KFC, along with lunch. we were planning our youth trip. to tekam hopefully!! i’m so excited, if it’s gonna be there. it’s so affordable summore. and it’ll be a whole lot of fun =) i hope we can actually carry it out.extensive planning all we did, even for fund-raisers. it’s suppose to be for the end of august. one month to go. a lot to do!

this whole week i’m gonna be so tied down man. meetings, classes, work, tests, assignments. wow. busy busy week. hmmm. hope i can manage it all.

anyway, i’m kinda sleepy. can’t think of better things to write right now. making so many errors in typing also. and seeing double. hahaha. lol. yogee got RM3700 for her bday la!! now i wish my bday will come sooner!! =D hehehe.

anyway, bubbyee!

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the point of my blogging today is totally pointless. i have absolutely nothing sensible to blog about, but since i haven’t blogged in quite a while, and my motivation to do my work hasn’t kicked in yet, i shall write here =) much to my delight. ha ha ha

i’m sick, and it’s making me talk rubbish. been sick since friday. wow! i hardly fall sick in a span of one year. and when i do fall sick, it’s very bad la. but, the funny thing is, i only fall sick when i ASK for it. like 2 weeks back, i was wishing that i’d fall sick (what a wish to make right). and then 2 weeks later,i AM sick. hahah. well, the other time i fall sick is when i proudly tell off that i hardly fall sick. well now it can’t harm me, cos i already am harmed. lol. i’ve been advised to take panadol soluble by my doctor ("dr. stanley") and sweat it out. Dr.stanley also gave me other medication.some cough medicine which apparently is very strong and he said that it’ll make me drowsy. but i think that happens to him. i discovered that my body’s quite resistant to it, so i didn’t feel the drowsiness or all those things he said i’d feel. panadol soluble tastes so HORRIBLE!! yuck! well, you can’t complain too much when you’re sick right, and especially when you ASKED to get sick. life goes on!

yday, my lecturer asked to note down things/events that make you stressed out and the effects of it. and as i was listing them down, i realised that my stress factors totally have no connection with my studies. rather, it’s mainly cos of the little things that make me become worked up that happen at home or between ppl. but nothing to do with studies. which is good probably. everyone has stresses in their lives. hmmm.

i have a new toothbrush =) and i have been visiting the loo too many times in a day and that’s very rare of me to do. drinking lots of water la. hahaha

got 2 bday parties to go for this weekend =) good la. i felt like i missed a weekend when i was sick and in bed almost the whole of last weekend. my policy is 5 weekdays = all for coll. 2 weekend days = playtime!! not literally though =)

studying lifespan in class is making me think of many things. i’m wondering, how on earth am i gonna survive when i am sooo fussy about food, i can’t be separated from chocs, i hate vege, i only eat 4 types of fruits and 3 types of vege, and i hardly exercise (though i make up for 20mins of walking everyday, SOMEHOW) and i’m so unfit. my lifestyle and eating patterns are totally not good. and my sleeping patterns change every now and then. would i live till 70, 80 yrs?? hehe. my life expectancy is suppose to be 80. i can only hope =)

the semester is gonna end soon. i have 2 assignments to finish by the end of the month. last min work, is VERY good. how time flies. at first we were all so complacent about coll right until we sat for midterm exams and then it hit us, wow, it’s actually half a term gone. whooaaa. i’m so lame.

oh, how i wish i had a money plant growing in my garden. =) like with 10 and 50 dollar bills hanging from every branch. but you know, even if i had that kinda money, what would i do with it? i’ve never spent lavishly on myself. take a look at my phone, my wardrobe. my phone is still the ancient phone and my clothes are years old. and i have one pair of slippers that i wear all the time. and yeah, basically, i have simple stuff. which is good. the simple life is the best. =) and then comes to when you wanna go out or go somewhere out of town, or get gifts for friends and all these things. and then you have to stinge. hmmm. where am i heading to?

let me tell you. sometimes, i feel it is most unfortunate being an indian girl. well for that part i have to admit it la. hehe. why? cos when you walk by the roadside at ANY time of the day, you get catcalls, ratcalls and you name it lah. from who? the indian guys. the indian idiots, uncivilised, low-thinking people. how judgmental i am, but it’s true. well each race probably gets it also, but indian guys do it to every girl regardless of race. why? and they start as early as 7 am! in my case la. why do i bother? i don’t actually, i just ignore. but i had a pretty scary experience before back in F4 or F5, while waiting at the bus stop to get home, and this bunch of indian morons were standing nearby. the bus stop was full of ppl, and they had the cheek to do what they did. one of the indian guys walked up to me and starting circling around me abt 2 or 3 times. and then went back to his gang. i didn’t understand what they said, much to my disadvantage, and advantage as well, cos i don’t think i wanna know it anyway. yeah, that was scary. and recently, just last week, at the bus stop, this whole bunch of indian guys were behind me at the mamak stall. and then 2 of them walked past, but close by to where i was. that was on one day. the next time, the 2 same guys sat on either side of me, suddenly out of nowhere. and then got up and went off. the 3rd time, on another day, the 2 same ppl sat on my right and then was gonna strike a conversation with me, looking at my file and books la. and i was alone at the bus stop. how sad is that. that’s a stressing event. and it’s gonna happen every Monday and Wednesday unless i change bus stop. and i did. but i saw them there while in the bus. these guys are SO sickening. tell me not to be biased against them, but i can’t!! i just hate these kind of people. =( it makes me worked up and scared!

ok, enough of story-telling. time to get the laptop charged and do my work. tata!

yeah, since i’m not just talking about one thing, i can’t put a title to my blog. haha.

i’m so sleepy, but i gotta stay up to wait for my presentation partner to send his stuff. my eyes have been "tear-ing" since yesterday, and i dunno why! yday, i went for breakfast with the girls. it was fun!! my gosh, at one point, i was just laughing non-stop, i couldn’t even stop to tell the reason why i was laughing so hard, until i had to use up 3 or 4 tissues to wipe my tears man. hehehe. it was cos of revathi la. she’s just so blur, and she doesnt even know what she says!!! she told me, to come to puchong, FROM puchong, can you believe it? i mean, i stay in puchong, and she told me to come to puchong as if i stayed in PJ. well i think only i got the silliness there. hehe if there’s such a word as SILLINESS. she’s so funny. and hysterical. heheh. aiyoh, we didn’t exactly fight the usual fight whenever we meet each other. and who brought this up.. ash, she told revathi about the time in penang when revathi was sooo sleepy and she wanted to go to bed. but i told revathi don’t go, we haven’t finished "the revathi show". and she just burst out laughing and fell on the floor!!! it was sooooooooooo hilarious, oh my gosh. there were like 10 of us in that room and she did that at the door on the way out. it was so so funny. revathi revathi. it was called "the revathi show" cos i was cari-pasal-ing with her before that la, and she was so sleepy, so dunno what she saying, so all the more i kacau. hehe. i tell you, the things ppl do ah.. hehehe. those were the days!

i have a presentation tmw and i’m still up. suppose to wake up real early to go to coll myself.. muahahah =(

there’s loads of things coming up this month la..parties, dinners, hangouts, movies, bla bla and bla. wow. a packed month. hehe. oh my, wow, it’s already July. how times has flown man.

erm, i had a rather long conversation with stan the man. about clubbing. hmm. it was fruitful to talk it out, but i had the overall disappointed feeling la. but i’m glad i said whatever i had to say. and glad that he said what he wanted to say too. but i still think it will forever be quite a difficult topic to totally agree on in every way. sigh sigh. clubbing right, of ALL topics. lol.

i heard about the big hoo haa cheating case at the PJ district games (or whatever it’s called). heard stan’s version only la, but bottom line, they just got fooled anyway. that’s kinda sad. for a CHURCH tournament, people can behave uncivilised. how people can be unfair also. and then people who don’t know what they’re talking about, or know peanuts about the situation, jump in and speakout, which shouldn’t happen. well, it has always happened this way in church events. POLITICS, they call it. i have seen it one too many times. in sports events, family days, youth ministry, BEC, music ministry.. they all play by politics. you can say, well I can say, a lot of people aren’t sincere in what they do. manipulating and everything else along that line. it’s rather pathetic. and the word "hypocrisy" hangs in the air. ok, now im crapping.

guess what? it’s 3.20 am. hehe.

earlier, i had dinner in stan’s house. first time la, i mean, apart from Easter. sherene was there too =) and just chatting and all la. then his mom came back and asked us to have dinner. hehe. how nice.

yogee! i really like the Kirk Franklin song =) =)

i’m so disorganized in writing. hehe, jump from one thing to another that doesn’t relate. Lol. maybe cos i just need to get to bed now.

i shall write at another time lah. happy reading my sad, old, boring, pathetic, complaining, full-of-crap blog. =)