read it if you want to, it’s gonna be full of crap! =)
hello hello hello
the point of my blogging today is totally pointless. i have absolutely nothing sensible to blog about, but since i haven’t blogged in quite a while, and my motivation to do my work hasn’t kicked in yet, i shall write here =) much to my delight. ha ha ha
i’m sick, and it’s making me talk rubbish. been sick since friday. wow! i hardly fall sick in a span of one year. and when i do fall sick, it’s very bad la. but, the funny thing is, i only fall sick when i ASK for it. like 2 weeks back, i was wishing that i’d fall sick (what a wish to make right). and then 2 weeks later,i AM sick. hahah. well, the other time i fall sick is when i proudly tell off that i hardly fall sick. well now it can’t harm me, cos i already am harmed. lol. i’ve been advised to take panadol soluble by my doctor ("dr. stanley") and sweat it out. Dr.stanley also gave me other medication.some cough medicine which apparently is very strong and he said that it’ll make me drowsy. but i think that happens to him. i discovered that my body’s quite resistant to it, so i didn’t feel the drowsiness or all those things he said i’d feel. panadol soluble tastes so HORRIBLE!! yuck! well, you can’t complain too much when you’re sick right, and especially when you ASKED to get sick. life goes on!
yday, my lecturer asked to note down things/events that make you stressed out and the effects of it. and as i was listing them down, i realised that my stress factors totally have no connection with my studies. rather, it’s mainly cos of the little things that make me become worked up that happen at home or between ppl. but nothing to do with studies. which is good probably. everyone has stresses in their lives. hmmm.
i have a new toothbrush =) and i have been visiting the loo too many times in a day and that’s very rare of me to do. drinking lots of water la. hahaha
got 2 bday parties to go for this weekend =) good la. i felt like i missed a weekend when i was sick and in bed almost the whole of last weekend. my policy is 5 weekdays = all for coll. 2 weekend days = playtime!! not literally though =)
studying lifespan in class is making me think of many things. i’m wondering, how on earth am i gonna survive when i am sooo fussy about food, i can’t be separated from chocs, i hate vege, i only eat 4 types of fruits and 3 types of vege, and i hardly exercise (though i make up for 20mins of walking everyday, SOMEHOW) and i’m so unfit. my lifestyle and eating patterns are totally not good. and my sleeping patterns change every now and then. would i live till 70, 80 yrs?? hehe. my life expectancy is suppose to be 80. i can only hope =)
the semester is gonna end soon. i have 2 assignments to finish by the end of the month. last min work, is VERY good. how time flies. at first we were all so complacent about coll right until we sat for midterm exams and then it hit us, wow, it’s actually half a term gone. whooaaa. i’m so lame.
oh, how i wish i had a money plant growing in my garden. =) like with 10 and 50 dollar bills hanging from every branch. but you know, even if i had that kinda money, what would i do with it? i’ve never spent lavishly on myself. take a look at my phone, my wardrobe. my phone is still the ancient phone and my clothes are years old. and i have one pair of slippers that i wear all the time. and yeah, basically, i have simple stuff. which is good. the simple life is the best. =) and then comes to when you wanna go out or go somewhere out of town, or get gifts for friends and all these things. and then you have to stinge. hmmm. where am i heading to?
let me tell you. sometimes, i feel it is most unfortunate being an indian girl. well for that part i have to admit it la. hehe. why? cos when you walk by the roadside at ANY time of the day, you get catcalls, ratcalls and you name it lah. from who? the indian guys. the indian idiots, uncivilised, low-thinking people. how judgmental i am, but it’s true. well each race probably gets it also, but indian guys do it to every girl regardless of race. why? and they start as early as 7 am! in my case la. why do i bother? i don’t actually, i just ignore. but i had a pretty scary experience before back in F4 or F5, while waiting at the bus stop to get home, and this bunch of indian morons were standing nearby. the bus stop was full of ppl, and they had the cheek to do what they did. one of the indian guys walked up to me and starting circling around me abt 2 or 3 times. and then went back to his gang. i didn’t understand what they said, much to my disadvantage, and advantage as well, cos i don’t think i wanna know it anyway. yeah, that was scary. and recently, just last week, at the bus stop, this whole bunch of indian guys were behind me at the mamak stall. and then 2 of them walked past, but close by to where i was. that was on one day. the next time, the 2 same guys sat on either side of me, suddenly out of nowhere. and then got up and went off. the 3rd time, on another day, the 2 same ppl sat on my right and then was gonna strike a conversation with me, looking at my file and books la. and i was alone at the bus stop. how sad is that. that’s a stressing event. and it’s gonna happen every Monday and Wednesday unless i change bus stop. and i did. but i saw them there while in the bus. these guys are SO sickening. tell me not to be biased against them, but i can’t!! i just hate these kind of people. =( it makes me worked up and scared!
ok, enough of story-telling. time to get the laptop charged and do my work. tata!
